I am just sitting here, paralyzed with disbelief. My stomach is all tied in knots. I can't believe I have less than 24 hours before I must return to work. And it isn't so much the work... I will be in lectures and training sessions tomorrow. Followed by a week's worth of TBA. How can I plan my life if I don't even know where I'll be or what I'll be doing?
I am not well today. I am also obviously not the career woman my generation was trying to bring up. I guess the brain washing didn't work on me.