I am not in a lovely mood right now. Not at all. In fact, it's been a long time since I've been this angry... but this time right here will compete - and win - with that other time. That time that was worse than this one. I guess.
To get me out of this funk... I've decided to try to head in the opposite direction. Pull myself up by the bootstraps. Dust myself off and start all over again. Wait, I think that's a song cue. And I think it's from a play I was once in.
So, moving on...
I've decided to make a list of things I love. You know, just to take my mind off it all. Or put my mind on it all. Or, just discover if I have a mind at all. I might not.
Pay Day candy bars.
Herbal Essence shampoo (do they still make that?)
The smell of freshly ground coffee.
Guys and Dolls.
The Mary Tyler Moore Show.
I Love Lucy.
New York, New York. The movie.
Figure Skating. (I let the pros do it, though. I just watch.)
Norah Jones’ voice.
Cheese. Melted. Must be melted.
to be continued.... maybe.... if I fail to completely focus on the above items.
however, it seems to be working. I can see myself at Disneyland right now, eating melted cheese and a doughnut. Wearing jeans. And smelling like Herbal Essence. Ah, yes. Then it begins to rain...