I am completely exhausted now.
After that last post, I sat at my computer for hours watching YouTube videos of plane crashes. Why I did this to myself, I'll never know.
Actually I do know. I was looking for a certain video. The United Airlines/Sioux City crash where the plane cartwheeled down the runway. Found it, too. Got all wrapped up in it... and found myself in tears more than once.
Mostly I was looking for the 20/20 version where the brand new air traffic controller had to talk that plane in. That I didn't find. But, I'll keep looking.
If anyone knows where I can find that, please let me know. Or maybe you shouldn't. Maybe I should find a new hobby.